Well i had this very weird but kinda scary dream.I dreamt that i was this Thai boy hu survived the deadly tsunami n somehow lost my parents.Well i was practically lost n had no one to cling on for help.Can u imagine losing ur loved ones n being alone in life with no support??How would u survive without money n food??i somehow woke up after asking myself those questions.I saw those dead pple in the newspaper n on the internet.It was kinda freaky n i symphatize with those young kids hu survived the pandemonium.These kids will grow up having really bad memories in their life.Losing ur close ones is really a hard blow.Well i really pity them.WELL ENuff OF the Tsunami stuff k.
OK.On to my love life.WeLL currently i am single cos wad i told a galI really want to concentrate on my studies cos of the consequences of being in love.I heard of stories bout some guyz hu really screw up their O's becos of gals.Well gals maybe the ones hu help pick u up in life but they r oso the ones hu can destroy ur life.See wad an Irony!!But the problem with me is that i want both of it even though i noe i cant balance them.Life is unfair.I alwasys tell myself that its now or never.I dunnoe whether this is true but i need help.If i choose to continue with love u must tell wad to choose.GaL X->A very competetive gal hu nvr gives up in gettin wad she wants in life.She is full of joy hu can bring some colours to my life.Very Understandin person hu is helpful too.GaL Y->Has the good looks.Very kind n Understandin too but i find her a bit childish.I dunnoe but it adds more to her joyful side.She has this stunning smile n laugh.
WELL I HOPE u help me choose k just in case.
I just realise that i haven complete my 100 pages of Bio homework.Haiz,my O levels are just in 6 months.I haven read any books during the holidays.I want to improve but there is this sense of laziness in me.I wanna be like taufik batisah.I like the way he work.He has perseverance n is willing to work hard despite all the critics.I like his gung-ho style.I wish i could be have more of those qualities in my life.I just dun have confidence in myself.I nvr saw myself as 1 of the contenders to top my class next year.I lack Confidence.I hope i can gain that when sch starts.Wish me luck for my O levels k.I guess thats all for today.ChankZ.!Tata!