Well i would like to congratulate the sec 2 jnrs well done k.U have made me a very proud snr especially Quan Li man.He deserve it.He won the Best Recruit Award of 2004 n partly its becoz of me.Hahaahaha.Not shy siah.But i was really proud to be his snr.N to the other snr members congrats on ur promotion k.Well the pieces we played were not so balanced n it doesnt sound as one.But well we managed to pull strings together n get the music back on track.Our Hanover was better at least but it was totally not SYF standard.It was total disappointment for the alumnis i guess.Can see from their faces.Well i had great time with my direct snrs like nigel,gabriel peters,daryl chen,rafiq,yunus,tommy,leon.They were like still the same old pple man.Really miss them though.Peters n me had this talkin cock session siah.He was really bullshitting man about his WO1 rank n his praisin by glosz for the bass trombone.His art piece got into the art room.haha.tat means he is real good.Hope he will get best O level result amongst all sec 5s just like Khairul.Ok enuff about all the crap.hahahah.I only got promoted upto Staff Sergeant siah.I wanted to get Snr Staff Sergeant or the Best Cadet but those hu got it really deserved it more.I think its becos of my section state.Even glosz told me my section could have won the best section award if not for those 2 cowards.So i have this new gal enterin my life basically.Nadia.she likes me or she likes me not.I dunnoe but her msgs to me were like as if we are a couple.Truth is we haven even met.I swear.Weird Ryte.But thats the truth.Well saw hid , farah n company.hehe.temasekians.WE are just a Cut Above them.THey dun even have PoP.Well but i noe that they are already our standard.Our band is so bloody small.A comment made by Farah.WEll its the truth but its the quality not quantity.U may have better control over a small group.well i guess thats all for today k.N to all the alumnis out there u guyz rock k.U just made me feel good to be A band member.!tata!

What lies ahead depends on what we do now.Well its very true.Look at Addison Lim now.From an innocent boy to an unreliable fucker!!He is one of those members who had really inconsistent attendance.He is killing me,my section n the band.This fucker is so followin the footsteps of Matthew Lee.Well these type of pple will nvr succeed in life because they dun dare to challenge themselves.They are what i call cowards n losers.SYF is all about challenging one's self against the odds like the 5 day-week.If one survives it,he will become a better person.I swear upon that.I have been there n done that.Its all in the mind.I still remember the spirit of THE GOLDEN JUBILEE BAND.Our team spirit was there.It was an unexplainable confidence.I still remember the inspiring snrs that we have.Haiz.NIgel really encourage us n made us think that nothing is impossible.He was that man in the band.He was the Drum Major.His leadership qualities are just so astonishing.We shocked TKGS , Temasek n all the other bands on that day.We WERE THE BAND!!Temasek were no where close us.We were just so untouchable.But now...i just see an awful trash.To see the band's glory n to end up with a piece of trash,is just so disappointing.Devastating.How i wish my snrs were still here.Why LEave US.Maybe its time that every1 grow up n think ahead.WE have such a commited alumni members.U mess with the best,u die like the rest.We have to uphold the spirit.Glosz really lost faith in us.His other bands were like so enthusiastic while we were so restless.They were the hungry lions while we the dying ones.Even though there were fuckers in the band,there were some members hu still hold this burning fire alive.Its sad when u r workin so hard n ur other members just sit back n relax.Why is this world so unfair.Its my O levels for goodness sake.Y make me bother so much?I am so stress out.God Please show me the WAY!!WE r St.Pats not TEMASEK or Saint Andrews.WE are here to be the best.We r just born with the X-factor!!Success must not lead to hubris.those hu are goin for the SPSMB POP i am sure u all will be disappointed.WE sound bad.Not even at the old standard.I would advise u all not to go to save us from embarressment.SObZ.Anyway enuff about band.I am so into Taufik.HAHA.Bought his CD like 2 weeks ago.N i am just so in luv with this song called Me n Mrs Jones.Its just so stylo.hahah.Taufik will forever be my idol!!And his other song called Ibu is so sentimental n touching.I just cried when i listened to it.HAiz.It Love a Game.WEll i am not sure but it seems to be.I had to play games but y am i playin this game called love.AM i blind??Will someone help me?Well i wanna ask something.Why are gals created?they just bring so much problems.It is a biased point of view but that is how i find em.Troublesome.just fell in love again.with a stranger whom i nvr met b4.hu i have no idea how she look like.i want to study but i am too tired.Y r u so pretty??haiz.I guess i shall end now.~~tata~~

Its been kind of long since i last updated.Band prac wasnt that good for me for the past few weeks this year.My section's attendance has nvr reach 100% before.I wanna win the Best Cadet Award but i guess Glosz wont choose me becoz of my section's state.At least there was improvements but i am still not happy with Addison!!He has been following Matthew's footsteps lately.i dun understand why.I tot he would at least become more mature n to balance his time.But like what Glosz said the 5 day week will change pple for good n bad.So i guess he is goin the bad way.I had bad dreams lately n my uncle just went for Haj Pilgrimage.I like so hate his family's arrogance.All of them were so egoistic n proud.So anti-social.I haven been practising lately.I have been an idiot.I have been 'K'ing lately.haiz.When am i gonna stop.Well Hisham i am damn sorry k.i haven been sleepin well lately.Now got fever!!My sis is kinda sporting nowadays.She is like no.1 tudung fan sey.hahah.minah fering.She like bought me this trucker cap n cool bag.Everything is so cool nowadays.Tomorrow i goin band n then go Parkway or something.Library sounds cool.hehe.The band prac just now was kinda lousy.We played the same P.O.P pieces for 10 years in a row.Boring ryte.Sec 1s drills was no where near my batch standards.Then just now i ask my jnrs how the snr band sound like they say we sound Heavenly!!hahah.I couldnt stop laughing siah.When is my sis gonna come back siah.Haiz,her printer is so bloody important siah.Ok lah if i dun get any special award u guyz must still clap k.Senior Staff Sergeant DINIE!!! chey.. fat hope lah.Must go for our P.O.P k.Its on 28 of Jan at NIght!!COOL weather.Hidayah u betta go k.Haiz i miss Australia n some of the snrs.If fate allows i wanna marry a British or Frech or Portugese gal.hahah.My studies so fuck up man.Haiz,Tan Chiew Seng teach us so fast siah.I dun understand shit about graphs.my head is really gonna explode soon.wad a fan of taufik am i??i haven even buy his album yet.HAHA.well thats all for today k.May The Force be With ME!!!

Wooo.Its been a long long time since i updated.Well just like wad i told u.I am a busy person now.A change person.With a more positive attitude in my life.Ok life is kinda of unfair since start of school.I was given my DNT O level Project which was to be completed by September 12 2005.The theme is Transportation.Its like so general n vast ryte??hehe.I got no ideas now.And my teacher is giving upto tuesday to come up with an idea.Its freaking hard for me k.Got band,studies then got this DNT PROJECT.I need ideas.Someone help me!!Well dun give me suggestion like cars n all k.Cos it isnt easy to do one anyway.Its like my Dnt teacher haven taught us anything(i swear!!all exams we learned by ourselves).he really didnt teach us anything.he will talk about the topic first n then he will start to stray away from his objective which is to TEACH US!!I learned everything myself.I need a better teacher!!ALLAH PLS GIVE ME UR RAHMAT(BLESSINGS).Band was fun during sectionals at some times like when i take my section Chord Structuring.REal nice!!I haven been able to concentrate on my studies a lot because of the band's situation currently n oso because of tHOsE GALS!!Well my class 4E2(2005) hasnt been wad i had expected it to be.Even though its fun but there is childishness everywhere.I tot we were gonna be more mature n sensible.but all my expectations are just too high!!Tomorrow will receive some Good Progress Award At Kampung Ubi CC at 2.15pm.Must go there k see me get award.some Maidin Parker guy will be there.Sometimes i dun wanna be in the band cos my studies are like so affected.I am damn lazy.I just need to be much more hardworking.POP on 28 Jan 2005 at night!!First time in history siah.Eh u angels betta be there k.i haven been 'K'ing for quite a while.Improvement i guess.Applause Please!!Hehe.My eng suck to the max man.I need to buck up n polish up my vocabulary.HOW!!hehe.i damn lazy now.My DNT PROJECT is gonna be damn affected by the SYF for sure.hmmph,i hate my tuition centre.theres like so many victorians n ij bitches.they like so damn bloody smart.like sponge.haha.ok lah i think thats all 4 today.~tata~.

Holly hell,tomorrow will be the start of sch.Boring lessons n lectures will start.Thick notes n books will be given.Haiz i still remember the first day i was in sch.I was such a 'Mat' with baggy pants n shoes.i knew nobody from my pri sch.I got a little confused with the schools big area.Then my classmate were like a bit of the geek side.haikal was so diff from wad he is now.he was that innocent,nerdy type of guy who would answer any general knowledge qtns from u.he was nice guy overall except for the bitchy side of him.well the day continued with cool introduction of each member of the class when a new teacher came to our class.then we had this catholic prayer thingy which was totally weird to me.The sch building at that point of time was pretty run down with ugly lookin wooden doors n graffiti walls.It was really weird to me.Chairs n tables were being thrown outside of class every hour.students scoldin the teachers n fights goin on every few minutes.REal cool for me.The school was practically a war zone for gangs to fight with each other.hehe.haiz.really miss my old klazmates.they were really hyper n outgoin type of peeps.hehe.a lot of em change like haikal for example.he was close to our mat society group.then dunnoe wad happen he started skippin sch n mix with da bad company.a bit disappointed in him though.he was like st.pats top scorer for PSLE with agg 245.with dat type of results he could easily enter victoria.Well i hope i could change for the better.hehe.i MUST GET INTO THE TEACHER's good books.I have left an uninteresting year behind n hope this year will be a hell lot of a year!!the truth is that my balls are shrinkin each day that passes by cos my O's are really near.Its so freakin cold man.Well thats all for today ya.*!~OutZ~!*SMiLez ALwayZ ya

Happy New Year Everyone.Well everyone must be enjoying the holidays.The holidays r ending n school is starting n i wont be blogging that often k.ArgH!!My homework is only 40% completed.I am so dead rite.Hehehe.Okie here are some of my new year resolutions.
*Stop using vulgarities.
*Start working towards my O levels
*Be a more dedicated n matured band member
*Lose all my FATS!!
*Be more muscular n hunky(as if!!)
*Read More BOOK!!!(this is bloody important)
Well i guess thats all.I hope my parents will stop quarreling for once.Its really affecting my brain.I heard from my bro lastime,when my grandma was around,she made sure that my parents dun quarrel in front of us kids.Well its kinda cool n i want that type of environment where there is LOVE everywhere.But now...Haiz.I wanna start studying for my O's but i cant becoz of the band.U see band is all about sacrifice.But i am not willing to sacrifice that much.Its harder to balance our time coz of the tight schedule this year.Thats y i am not gonna get involve with any gals this year.Love are such a waste of time.Its requires a lot of dedication n sacrifice n MONEY too.Haiz.Well thats a lot rite.Its betta to concentrate on my goals,getting TOP Band n oso getting below 16 for 0 levels .I noe 16 is high rite.But thats the fact.Band does takes up a lot of time n i cant ask for much in my studies.Sometimes i feel like giving up n quit the band.But if i reflect back on those memories that my batch n i suffered,i began to feel guilty.Well its like 3 years of dedication n hardwork n i am giving up only at the last stage.I rmbr my snrs hu were in my position now.They somehow manage to balance their time so well.It just makes me feel that if they can do it,so can i.If Nigel can go to RJC,So CAN I!!I can become the 2nd Patrician to be A Rafflesian u noe.He was really talented in his saxophone.His classical solo at the VCH during the SYF was really an amazing one.I realise that we can achieve wad we want if we really put in the effort needed.Haiz,I am really sorry k gals.Hehe.But i shld start being an adult instead of a teenager.i shall make sure i get into the teacher's good books.hehe.well 2004 has been a breeze.I met really great people like Nadia,Farah,Hidayah,Izzati,Nazurah,Qazim n my 3E2 classmates.Well they have been a bunch hu really rawk ur life.I hope that my class matures quickly.All the SFW members i just wanna tell u that we rawk k.I will never forget all the hardwork we all put in.Ohh yah how can i forget about my juniors.Well they have been a great bunch to work with but they r just so freakin LAZY!!Hope u guyz would buck up on ur attitude ritez.Well thats all for now k.Wish me luck for the upcoming tortures in life!!*~TATa~*