What lies ahead depends on what we do now.Well its very true.Look at Addison Lim now.From an innocent boy to an unreliable fucker!!He is one of those members who had really inconsistent attendance.He is killing me,my section n the band.This fucker is so followin the footsteps of Matthew Lee.Well these type of pple will nvr succeed in life because they dun dare to challenge themselves.They are what i call cowards n losers.SYF is all about challenging one's self against the odds like the 5 day-week.If one survives it,he will become a better person.I swear upon that.I have been there n done that.Its all in the mind.I still remember the spirit of THE GOLDEN JUBILEE BAND.Our team spirit was there.It was an unexplainable confidence.I still remember the inspiring snrs that we have.Haiz.NIgel really encourage us n made us think that nothing is impossible.He was that man in the band.He was the Drum Major.His leadership qualities are just so astonishing.We shocked TKGS , Temasek n all the other bands on that day.We WERE THE BAND!!Temasek were no where close us.We were just so untouchable.But now...i just see an awful trash.To see the band's glory n to end up with a piece of trash,is just so disappointing.Devastating.How i wish my snrs were still here.Why LEave US.Maybe its time that every1 grow up n think ahead.WE have such a commited alumni members.U mess with the best,u die like the rest.We have to uphold the spirit.Glosz really lost faith in us.His other bands were like so enthusiastic while we were so restless.They were the hungry lions while we the dying ones.Even though there were fuckers in the band,there were some members hu still hold this burning fire alive.Its sad when u r workin so hard n ur other members just sit back n relax.Why is this world so unfair.Its my O levels for goodness sake.Y make me bother so much?I am so stress out.God Please show me the WAY!!WE r St.Pats not TEMASEK or Saint Andrews.WE are here to be the best.We r just born with the X-factor!!Success must not lead to hubris.those hu are goin for the SPSMB POP i am sure u all will be disappointed.WE sound bad.Not even at the old standard.I would advise u all not to go to save us from embarressment.SObZ.Anyway enuff about band.I am so into Taufik.HAHA.Bought his CD like 2 weeks ago.N i am just so in luv with this song called Me n Mrs Jones.Its just so stylo.hahah.Taufik will forever be my idol!!And his other song called Ibu is so sentimental n touching.I just cried when i listened to it.HAiz.It Love a Game.WEll i am not sure but it seems to be.I had to play games but y am i playin this game called love.AM i blind??Will someone help me?Well i wanna ask something.Why are gals created?they just bring so much problems.It is a biased point of view but that is how i find em.Troublesome.just fell in love again.with a stranger whom i nvr met b4.hu i have no idea how she look like.i want to study but i am too tired.Y r u so pretty??haiz.I guess i shall end now.~~tata~~