Well to Mr Rishik Menon,sorry for not tagging at ur blog or even linking u cos u noe,i have been pretty busy with life.The first thing i am gonna talk about is basically my prelim practicals.

First,well i guess i underestimated the practical paper.For physic+chemistry practical,i did few careless mistakes here and there and i didnt do my last two questions,which i guess costed me 5 marks.For chemistry,i didnt identify the substance X and Y.Plus i didnt do the last question for that either.Sighs.Practical for combine science is like 20% for the whole paper.I shall bang on my theory like mad now.I swear,i wanna go for first three months in JC.I need to work my ass off now.For biology practical,i mess my whole paper up cos i denatured my enzymes->due to the intense heat in my beaker,the enzymes denatured.Therefore,the other sections in the same questions are wrong.GOsh i hate practicals man.Carelessness is one of the major weakness in humans.I believe i have tat weakness too except mine's a bigger issue.

For english prelim papers,i believe i did quite ok and i really wanna get my B3 or B4.A C grade would totally put me off.Now its the other subjects,I really need to plan my time well now.Well i just wanna get 20 points on the dot or below and get to taste the life of first 3 months.God u must help me man.Haiz.My humanities is kinda weak,cos for social studies i suck at the SBQ(source based question).My maths is totally off now,i dunnoe y.My science is like deteriorating.SOMEONE HELP ME!!i dunnoe y but i seem to suck at everything.hehehe.

I guess tats all for today yea.I shall do my best for the O's and Prelims.Good luck to all those taking the exams.

My Realistic Goal for PRELIMS:
Biology-->A2
Science-->A2
DNT -->A2
English-->B4
E Maths-->B4
Malay -->A2
Humanities-->B4
L1R5 --> 18points...it may seem low but i guess its still realistic!!

Well i am feeling disappointed with myself because i hardly study.This is due to the fact that the O's are just round the corner and i am just taking it so easy.Already the disappointment of not getting a distinction for malay is still lingering in my head.I just dunnoe where to start.I dun want my hopes and dreams to be dashed.

I always make promises which i will nvr even be able to carry out.For instance,when i set the time for myself to start studying,there is always this distraction tat keep me off the track.I think i've lost the discipline to sit down and study.Where have all the discipline gone to?I need to find that discipline back.Well to tell u the truth,i miss having that feeling of having someone special to give u the moral support to continue this journey in life.I want to succeed where others have failed.Thats one dream i have.And i dunnoe if i have wad it takes...

Now,i'm all alone.Trying to emulate the success of my sisters and brothers.The Prelims is just on Friday(english papers).I guess i will just have to give all my best.TO all those taking the O's this year,i just wanna wish u all the best.Hope u noe that u will be messing with the best.Good luck.

Catholic Junior College or Saint Andrews Junior College??
Wondering...

Well today i had my R.O.D and basically i am happy that i am not tied down by band commitments anymore.At the same time,i am quite sad that the journey in SPSMB just ends here and i will surely miss my dearest juniors.They have improve a lot since the last time i saw them and overall i am quite please with their progress.All i have to say now is all the best to them.I got a few gifts from my juniors,a shirt,'mat' glasses and a handful of letters from my juniors.Seriously it really made me happy that they remembered my contributions to the sections.Thank you again guyz.


Well to my direct juniors,i got to say that u guyz gotta start concentrating on ur own juniors who will be joining u guyz next year.Start planning ahead to make sure ur prepared.If u guyz need help,we seniors will still be there to lend u a hand.


To Choon Kiet and Johnathan,make sure u guyz work together and make sure the section is very organized.No last minute thing anymore.And i guess u guyz gotta stop being to playful.U guyz are seniors already,i believe u guyz should portrait urself better in front of ur juniors.


Well i guess tats all for my juniors,and if u guyz really need help,i will still be there.I will be back to join the Alumni Band so u guyz will still see me in action.Whahahah.


Well to this gal,whose life is simply filled with hatred and anger,i just gotta tell u that you should not be too gullible and believing with wad others might say.A source can sometimes be reliable but sometimes its not.Its ok i understand that ur gonna have a boyfren,but seriously a gal with ur attitude can progress nowhere in love life.Thinking selfishly of urself.Well u maybe pretty,but i swear,looks alone will not make me interested in u so much.U can call me wadever u want(eg,bastard) and u can choose to believe whoever u want.But i just gotta say that its not very nice of u to curse a guy without any CONCRETE EVIDENCE.

Before i finish this entry,i did a malay poem.Hope u enjoy it.hahahah.


Aku mencari cinta asli di merata
dunia.
Akhirnya,aku terserempak
dengan seorang yang jelita.
Namanya,Siti Nurhaliza
Di sebalik wajah yang indah,
tersirat hati yang mulia,yang
tidak boleh aku kata.
Aku cuba untuk
melafazkannya,tetapi ada
cabaran yang tidak dapat ku
mengatasinya.
Mengapa???
Cuba anda memikirnya


May SPSMB Continue with its journey in overcoming new challenges and barriers.
The glorious past will alway be there for us to remember.So pls dun forget us SENIORS!!
whahaha.
=)