Life is full of buts for me man.I dunno what is happening to me.Common Test may be over but i am pretty sure i didnt pass any of the subjects i took.Including malay and econs.

Chemistry was just freaking tough.I wasnt able to do all the mole and enthalpy questions(basically everything cos i blacked-out).And i swear i did study those chapters.But out of a sudden,i just totally forgot everything.How am i gonna get promoted? freak .I didnt noe it would be this tough. Tsk tsk .

Maths was already over for me even before i took the test.Physcologically i already gave up.ALl those questions like series and seqeunce and AP and GP.Biology,my so called best subject,was down the drains.I black out as usual.I think now i now why i couldnt remember all the facts.Maybe its due to me not making notes for all the chapters that was coming out.I use to make notes.But i think its just time consuming and time was a problem for me then.

Its all over.Glen got As as usual.Fuck.If he can do it,why cant i ? maybe jc is just not the right place for me.I need help.But who? Even my bio teacher will be leaving for her maternity leave soon.Haiz.I think its because of her that i was able to understand all the chapters in bio.

Fuck la,No More Hangin Out For Me With Ash and Sam.Its really affecting my life.Even though they may be my bros,but definitely they have tuition or some kinda help which i obviously dont have.They might be intellectually smarter as well.I wont be hanging out with them much at all this term.All these silent muggers.Always call you out for outing.Distractions man.

Anyway,i decided to make sure i sort everything in my life.And i have decided to start doing my tutorials and study at least 2 hrs daily to make up for all the shit i did during the holidays.

Local bands are damn good man.Electrico for example.Their song runaway really got me blown away.987 Home is just the perfect platform for local bands to showcase their reportoire.It must be really cool to play guitars and just entertain the crowd and make them go crazy with you.Hell yeah.Dazzling girls with all the skills.Foooh.

I shall learn how to play the guitar and maybe form a band ? hahahha . I'm serious . Looking at all the bands performing make me envy them sometimes.

I guess i shall end it here.Tata people.




Sometimes people just expects to much from you to perform well...And this just disappoints you further...

Now,i truly understand what it meant being a girl.hahahaha.Not that I experience your monthly PMS sessions.But well,the real advantages like whenever the world cup is round the corner and ur exams are right after your holidays.Dang.Unless of course you're like the typical girl who ain't interested in football.Look at guys like me now,i am suffering the world-cup-fever !! Cant sleep,eat and even STUDY WELL .The girls should be doing better than the guys in this common test.Statistics will show it,trust me,hahahahah.Now i suddenly like wanna do Survey on this.hehe.

Ok,i went to study just now,and my oh my,it wasnt productive as usual.I only managed to finish 1 and a half chapter.Which is quite bad.And i couldnt do maths just now.Cos we went to play LAN ! Wtf !? I swear i am addicted to it.hahahah.Played Dota against the Noobs.hahhaha.Guess what ? i won and thrashed the rest in 1 game and narrowly lost in a Handicap game.With me being alone while the other team had ashiq and hisham.chose Azwrait who can actually can clone itself and just attack the opponents.Solid hero.Guess i am gonna use him in the future.hahahaha.

Anyway,met kaiyi(chung cheng high dude)who is still in tpjc after 1st 3 months.Well,his beng-ish frens was reading this book on Islam.And man it really didnt suit his face.hahahah.He didnt really look that capable of reading such stuff.But i guess he was just trying to be funny.Well,it was funny for the wrong reasons at least.hahahah.A beng reading a book ? i gotta reflect on that soon man.hahaha.

I guess i shall do my economics project now.Fuck,i only came to know about it a few days ago.Chicken.hahahaha.Thats all for today.Tatatata.

Ahhh.Hoobastank just rock my world.hahhaha.they are one heck of a band man.I feel good about my stamina.I think it has improved quite a bit.Now,its 10mins 30s excluding some disturbances i encountered(meeting ashiq along the jogging route really didnt help a lot).hahhaha.

hell yea.England are through i guess.their 2-0 win over trinidad and tobago(tnt) was enough.But it took them 82 minutes to break through the opponent.Cos,it was reported that TNT were having 8 men behind the ball most of the times.hahahah.And there was 1 part of the match where steven gerrad rammed a ball into Dwight Yorke's balls.And the commentator said,oooo,it hit dwight's michael BALLackS.

Managed to squeeze in some reading time during the interval with the harry potter book(the half-blood prince).Read only 1 chapter though.Then it was the sweden and paraguay match.It was kinda boring,and i swith the TV off at 30mins.no offence.but i was dead tired.

The day before,i went to the national library to study with my "bro".I was suppose to study but somehow,we talked and talked.I must be careful not to be flippant about the common test.Then we went to use the computer where there were 2 hot minahs.hahhaha.1 of them was wearing her jeans so low that we could actually see the ass crack or whatever they called it.Of course,1 of them noticed me staring so we decided to quickly walk away.hahahha.

Next,we went to watch army daze the movie at the 11th floor.Met Jiten,who was doing pw with his group.Haiz,we didnt noe that we weren't allowed to bring papers to the Lee Kong Chian Reference Library.Hmmm,i wonder whats the library for then.seriously.The movie was very funny.I guess that must be one of those superb local movie that i've seen.hahaha.Sheikh Haikel was Phat Joe.hehe.Then,there was this character called Ah Beng.This beng guy is like communicating non-stop in chinese even in front of his other room mates who were of other races.Weirdo.one weird i learnt,Si Beh Siong Ah!!

I miss Singapore Idol and that exciting Spain vs Ukraine match.Tsk Tsk.So far,i havent touched my Chemistry and Maths yet.Fuck.How? I guess its gonna be a screw up Common Test for me.Sobs.

Wish me luck people.This is one of my Favourite Songs.See,the part at 40s and 3mins 40s.There seem to be some Quranic verses in english.

Ahh.In a few weeks time it will be my common test and guess what.I only read through Biology.And its only the first few chapters.WTF.Anyway,I just dont have motivation anymore.hmmm,I use to find some students in my school whom i can look upto for burning fire of inspiration.But currently,i cant find one in tpjc.hahahah.Guess thats why its labelled as slack school.

Hmmm,well,the only other guy i can look upto is Qashrul Hidafi or Glen Michael Roberts.These dudes really hard-working.Its hard to imagine them not doing well.Cos its just impossible.

I started my reading log homework a few weeks back.And its still not done.I just cant seem to find a suitable article where i can give a good comment.Other than the one on the teacher-student affair and also the NUS Business School Advertisement.Somebody give me an ARTICLE !! argh !! hahahahah.

I havent been doing my usual daily jogs and i'm kinda disappointed with myself because of that.haiz.Sit ups and crunches shall be a routine now too.maybe around 200 daily ?

The world cup opening match between germany and costa rica was fantastic.It was a 6 goal thriller with germany winning the game 4-2 plus some long range goals by philip lahm and frings.The second match between england and paraguay was seriously boring.The first half,england were dominating the match but then,they lacked the finishing.The second half,paraguay were attacking,england was just defending.England definitely need some strikepower upfront if they seriously want to win the world cup.Germany are now on my favourite list.Beckham accurate crossing was superb.Joe cole's dribbling was mesmerising.England midfield was just Way Up There.I am a big fan of the fantastic four.

Thats all for today now...

Unusual Fact of the Day:Dinie is somehow listening to malay music nowadays(this is really weird!!)

A teacher doing that sick shit!! ITE Bukit Batok !! hahahaha

Well,i have been going out to study at Marine Parade Library nowadays with ashiq,javid,hisham(a.k.a Muslim Boys).At least i have been studying.But its not really productive studying.Only 1 chapter of biology.Seriously.I think most of the time its spent on talking to catch up with each other.

On Monday,played soccer with the whole st.pats gang , srjc people and 1 stranger. Hmmm,somehow,i was the earliest, next was michael joo,then it was dominic. After 20minutes the srjc people came(manpreet,billy,ashiq).So we played first while waiting for the rest to come.Then , ernest and johnathan came(suprisingly since they said they couldnt make it the day before).glen and Javid were there too. And finally, the last people were hisham and ivan reddy.hahahah.Hisham is never early for anything man.Fucker is always late saying that it is cool.WTF ah.No wonder disha always angry with him.hahahhaha.

Played some joga bonito, however , didnt score any goals . I think it was because my opponents were far better in skills and ability (except hisham).Ernest was as usual the best player with his mazy runs.He is like park ji sung man.hehe.

I guess so far,my holidays are just spent at home with me reading newspaper n chatting online.Not so productive stuff.Tsk tsk.How am i gonna score for common test man.Sheesh.

I guess thats all.And i'm still thinking of whether i should go for movie tomorrow since i am broke.Hmmm,hope my mum spare me some cash.Besides,the muslim gang gonna watch omen.Which only received 2 stars out of five.Not so impressive i guess.Ohh wells....

who doesnt man!!



Ahh.Today was kinda unlucky day for me.I made my way to school early in the morning to find that i dont have any lessons.felt fucked up.So i went to marine parade library to study.I came there at 9.40am,like 20 minutes before the library actually opened.haiz,sat around the staircase and just read my today newspaper.

10am sharp,library doors were opened and around 20 people started rushing in as if there was a sale going on.The librarians greeted us as if all the visitors were some celebrities.So i just smiled at each of them and just said morning.Some of the visitors were quite rude by not even responding to the greetings.Singaporeans...

So i got to the last floor and gosh,the place was almost full,so i quickly took a table at the right end.Had a nice view.Then came in the pretty ladies.hahahha.1 CJC and VJC girl.Tanned and Hot stuff.hahhaha.Both of them looked like models but the cjc one seems familiar.She was with her group of friends.As i hold my strait times in my hand,memories of that girl just flashed across my mind.Now,i remember,she was S****,indian-chinese parentage.However, my view was block by a disgusting looking old man.How disappointing.hahahah.I actually got up from my seat and pretended to walked around to look at the cjc girl.My oh my,there she was with that nice figure.hahaha.well,i was dead tired,so after reading my the article on 1 st.pats guy stabbing another with a fork over a Katong Convent girl(duhh),i got off from my seat and walked towards the cjc girl.I made a point to stare at her once i passed her,to my horror,she stared back at me, giving me that why are u looking at me face.fuck.hahahah.So i quickly got out of the library and then went home to sleep.

After 1 hour of sleep,went for Friday prayers with my dad.Got home and rest for 2 hours before i went jogging.Felt lighter after that jog.Took a longer route today but jog at a slower pace.hmmm,i guess,i should be fine for 2.4km.

Got myself a Shoei bag the other day.Went to queensway shopping centre with hisham and ashiq(we might bump into Mr Y,since it was his favourite hang out).Now,all 3 of us have the same stuff.But we're in different school now.So who gives a fuck?The bag is those typical helmet bag with some essence of mat style.hahhaha.cool stuff.$7.90 only.After that,we went to Macs where another session of prank calling occured.hahhaha.now its all hisham's cjc fren.Went home after that.

dead tired now.so thats all for today yea.

take care everyone.