Life is full of buts for me man.I dunno what is happening to me.Common Test may be over but i am pretty sure i didnt pass any of the subjects i took.Including malay and econs.

Chemistry was just freaking tough.I wasnt able to do all the mole and enthalpy questions(basically everything cos i blacked-out).And i swear i did study those chapters.But out of a sudden,i just totally forgot everything.How am i gonna get promoted? freak .I didnt noe it would be this tough. Tsk tsk .

Maths was already over for me even before i took the test.Physcologically i already gave up.ALl those questions like series and seqeunce and AP and GP.Biology,my so called best subject,was down the drains.I black out as usual.I think now i now why i couldnt remember all the facts.Maybe its due to me not making notes for all the chapters that was coming out.I use to make notes.But i think its just time consuming and time was a problem for me then.

Its all over.Glen got As as usual.Fuck.If he can do it,why cant i ? maybe jc is just not the right place for me.I need help.But who? Even my bio teacher will be leaving for her maternity leave soon.Haiz.I think its because of her that i was able to understand all the chapters in bio.

Fuck la,No More Hangin Out For Me With Ash and Sam.Its really affecting my life.Even though they may be my bros,but definitely they have tuition or some kinda help which i obviously dont have.They might be intellectually smarter as well.I wont be hanging out with them much at all this term.All these silent muggers.Always call you out for outing.Distractions man.

Anyway,i decided to make sure i sort everything in my life.And i have decided to start doing my tutorials and study at least 2 hrs daily to make up for all the shit i did during the holidays.

Local bands are damn good man.Electrico for example.Their song runaway really got me blown away.987 Home is just the perfect platform for local bands to showcase their reportoire.It must be really cool to play guitars and just entertain the crowd and make them go crazy with you.Hell yeah.Dazzling girls with all the skills.Foooh.

I shall learn how to play the guitar and maybe form a band ? hahahha . I'm serious . Looking at all the bands performing make me envy them sometimes.

I guess i shall end it here.Tata people.




Sometimes people just expects to much from you to perform well...And this just disappoints you further...