I just finished playing LAN with my bossom buddies just now at Katong.Came late actually, but managed to play 3 rounds of DOTA.I can say that my skills have improved and i kinda know what to buy now.Usually my heroes would be of agility type.Cloning heroes seems to be damn good somehow ? But i chose the Dragon Knight on the last round.He was also impressive but he attacks on a slower basis.I love his dragon !! Brandon also seem better now.Initially, he was kinda , err , not our level yet ? But its fun to play with noobs like me.You get that sense of satisfaction each time you win.

After that,we had the normal lepaking session.2 hours man just go off like that.Hmmm,maybe i should be like hidayat man.He is seriously a balanced person.He studies first and then relax which is a good technique.But i usually cant be bothered to follow such a routine.hahahah.Thus,i would play first.And after that,you know the usual stuff,you would be freaking tired to even open the first page of your god-damn book.

Farhan sent me 2 songs just now.One local band called Mocca,which sounded better than average and another song by high school musical.Hmmm,everyone seems to have seen the movie.Maybe i should start getting updated.hahahah.

Sometimes,i really dunno what is wrong with me.But i somehow still like that girl(X) after 2 years man.This is the real me.I'm always so close yet i will somehow decide to back off.Fuck.Seriously.Being a man,i should just go forward rather than keep moving backwords.I dunno,but there is something lacking in me? actually i know the factor,but its just not upto me.haiz.

She looks so beautiful from the pictures i see.Her smile is simply amazing.She makes me melt.She is like the angel from the sky.The one tat just shows light whenever there is darkness.I really find her special.haiz.

I kept a secret from my buddy once about another girl Y,where i was just few inches away from entering her heart and i back off.





Whatever it is,i will still hold the burning fire of love in my heart for you