Fuh.It seems that my GP grades has been going downhill all of a sudden.Why!Hmmm,I swear it really sucks to fail man.Hmmm,I never pass GP before.Well,I am quite happy with my PW group at least.We are having more meetings than Usual which is quite good.We are progressing now.Pheeww.

Anyway,I have been hooked onto Dota lately.Fuck.I hate it badly.Hmmm,I wanna change for the better at least.Today shall be the very last time i touch Dota for the Year until after the Promotional Exams.I have been quite close to Nawawi and Dinie(the other Dinie) since i met them.hahahah.It seems that both of us kinda have that very laid back attitude towards life(same name summore,what else can u expect).Whenever i see people mugging,I feel damn guilty.Haiz.Anyway,Niax Was a God-like Hero man.I practically owned everyone else during late game.

Made a new friend today.The weird thing was that the friendship was made in the MRT train.hahahah.Well,I was staring hard at this RGS girl(quite cute and pretty).So being the typical me,i kept staring for a while then pretending to turn away whenever she was gonna look at me.hahaha.Suddenly,she got out of her seat and sat next to me and began to ask me about JC life.Initially,i was kinda shock by her action cos i tot she was gonna slap me or what.hahahah.She turned out to be a real sweetie pie and she got the brains too.Woooh.She is in the IP Programme and apparently she had the stress level in it.So i was telling her that JC is the same but then i was trying to be modest by saying that neighbourhood JC's like the one i'm in might not pose a challenge to students of her calibre.Well,she kinda disagreed saying that the people in these neighbourhood JC's have better attitudes than the others.From then onwards,i was thinking maybe i do stand a chance if i try asking her number(but thats absurd) since she was the kind that was in more for the attitude.Fortunately,both of us got down at Eunos.However,she went to the Eunosville side.Sobs.hahahah.Hope to take the same train with her again.These are some of the weird but friendly people you would encounter randomly in life.

Guess i shall go and read some newspaper before dozing off.I didnt have the chance to touch my books at all today.Grrr.Hate that feeling.

See ya people!

I guess i was really not focused today.I'm not sure why.Didnt really did any studying.Fuck.Now i feel damn fucked up.Had a game of dota after school with nawawi,dinie(my other half) and fadzil.I was able to kill nawawi 4 times using syllabear but then Dinie keep backstabbing.Grrr.hahahah.

Hmmmm,well,found out that TK students smoke too.Disappointed in them.Thought they were really well-behaved kids.hahahha.Hmmm,well these new people that i am mixing with were not bad.They can click with me with all their jokes.Seriously.I am loving this SCHOOL EVEN MORE.hahaha.I wanna get promoted with them and have more fun.

Dang.Where is Amantha and Mustika.They told me they would be online for discussion.Seems like i am the only soul around here.Hmmm.I gotta start cracking.Ohh yea.Watched room raiders just now and gosh,one girl had A DILDO!! hahaha ! WTH ! and the dude was impressed and said,"at least you dont sleep around with others and i like that ! ".

Gotta go now.TATA!

What a day for me today.It was kinda long tiring day since today was the day with the longest lectures.ooolala.Maths as usual was a question mark for me all the time.And during malay,Cikgu was like whats with the paul twohill hairstyle(well its not even that long.Its just that i didnt comb my hair !!)I couldnt say much but that managed to get back at her with that thick mat-minah spectacles which didnt really click well with her age(duh,SO OLD!)

Yikes.Malay is like next week.WTF.I havent read any malay newspaper yet or even memorise my peribahasa.Dang.How am i gonna get at least a B ? The chemistry lecturer today was funny and damn superb.His teaching style makes me understand better.I like it.hahahah.But too bad,i didnt really grasp much of the concepts thought since nowadays its like A MUST TO REVISE BACK THE PREVIOUS TOPICS ALL THE TIME.If not you will just BE LOST !! How i wish i have photographic memory.

Anyway,i have been listening to Jay Chou(i noe this doesnt suit my face).There was this song Qian Li Zhi Fai that really caught my ears.I was kinda glued to it.hhahaha.Now i know whats the big hoo haa over this guy.

Gotta go sleep now.TATA.Didnt have enought sleep for the past few days.

Mug Mug Mug

Thats the word of the month.Apparently,more and more people are just mugging their ass of and telling people not to study.Silent Muggers.Hypocrites.Met quite a few of them in the library.Hate their guts.But well I just continue with my work.Apparently,i did some quality Chemistry studying.Hmmm,quite happy about that but can still do more.

Hmmm,I miss my instrument a lot man.I gonna practice it until i become damn good.Trust me.But i must at least do my best for this promotional exams.I have given up on Maths.Its Just Doing the Impossible.But at least i am proud of the achievements i have made so far.But i know that more can be done.Hmmm.I shall concentrate on Chemistry and Biology for now.Gonna Bang Bang Bang them down.Just Gotta Pump It baby.woot.

Well,people are weird.I met people who don't have computers,internet,MSN,TV(now thats the bomb).Hmmm,I just wonder how the survive without these essential tools for information access.Dang.Get a life people.

Met Shane at the bus-stop just now.Apparently,he had been standing for at least 7hours or so.Well,he is the bell-boy at Fullerton.Hmmm,Cash seems to be flowing in with the tips.Just work hard my friend.hahahaha.

IMF meeting coming up.Tourism for singapore.Money Money Money... Will start to flow?How i wish i can tap into this fortune? hahahha wishful thinking.

STUDY STUDY STUDY

Byebye

Hmmmm,each time i see those without PW or Mother Tongue,I just look at them with envy.They must have so much time that they can study more to make up.Well,David,I LOVE YOUR KINDA LIFE.Hmmm,hope to get promoted man.Wish Me luck PEOPLE !!Oh yea,I love my HECK CARE hairstyle somehow.Looks kinda retro.Gonna keep it longer !!

I think its the withdrawal symptoms.Smoking ler.So to all the smokers out there,I would certainly encourage you to stop smoking(including me of course) even though the withdrawal symptoms would be really hard to bear with.Fuck.I hate the headache and the chills i am getting.Not used to it.

Anyway,during Teacher's Day celebrations,I skipped school.Well according to Pak,each class only had 3-8people attending school.Now this is happening stuff.hahahah.I got out of my house around 12pm with my school uniform(just to make sure my mum thinks i am going school,sorry MUM) and waited for Ashiq at the Eunos bus stop.Woah,everything wasnt going well cause the Base of the Plan of the Day wasnt even there.So we reached St.Pats around 2pm and the party was all over.Only Ms Siva(my favourite bio teacher) was there.What a pity.At least all the other Patricians were there.Met with Inderpal finally.Not Sure where he is currently.But he is doing law management in some poly.Played pool at Parkway and suprisingly met a lot of TPJC people in that area.hahahah.Fadzil,Shangli,Some 1st 3 months guy who is in TJC now and many more.Hmmm,apparently,there wasnt anymore pool table so ended up playing snooker with hisham,ashiq,javid and sean.Gosh,i really suck at snooker.hahahaha.

After that,we had lunch at McCafe and then we were off for Dota.Met Sadiq(the mats of all mats) who was playing lan with his fellow mats.I hate his Act Fierce Not Fierce attitude.Fuck off man.Talk to me when you can do pull-ups man.hahahah.Hmmm,hisham and ashiq were darn good somehow and practising seems to have improved their ability.hahahah.Ashiq told me something which really made me reflect upon myself."Stop Being a Coward Running Away From Reality Like How You Always Do In Dota".Well,it seems that i always run away from reality.I need to gather all the courage and just face my problems like a real man.Plus,he asked earnestly whether i had a gf.And i just replied,"no time.."So he told me to try asking the average ones and get some Love.I was like WTF.Firstly,this is ashiq your talking about who is encouraging me to get hook when he himself havent caught a girl.Secondly,Average Aint My TASTE.hahahah.

I havent been touching my books since thursday.This fever is killing me.I need help.Someone HEAL ME !!

Anyway,I remembered what Ikmal told me the other day."Dinie,the first alphabet of the name of the girls i find hot starts with A,N,A,L".Wtf.hahaha.Well mine would be E,A,L,A.Hmmm,there could be more.Nvm.This shall be the first few target list of the year.hahahah.

Gotta rest now.Tata.